It’s no secret that Jack and I spend our lives teaching others how to create the life and love they desire.
As many of you also know I’m a Spiritual Healer, Psychic/Medium and Past Life Regressionist, in addition to being a teacher and coach.
I get the marvelous opportunity to help people in the spiritual realm and I love it.
Being born with my gifts I’ve had many many years to work with them and learn what cannot be taught in a class or two. It has taken time to understand enough to guide others with confidence and accuracy.
I do not take my gifts lightly!!!!!
Here’s my policy as a teacher and spiritual healer…
Many times someone will ask me what their future looks like. I can definitely see where the energy is headed in that moment, but it will change as soon as that person thinks a new thought. If there are thought patterns of negativity or fear, they may continue to create discrepancy in their life, and while I can share some things about that, I will never give solid outcomes, dates or times. It’s not helpful to the client for it conditions their mind and inhibits their confidence in creating a life that feels good to them.
There are times when I feel very strongly prompted to share what I see, and at that time and only then will I share. This is extremely rare. And I will only share a small amount of information. I can always feel what to share and how much.
So, choose wisely when selecting a “gifted one” to assist you.
If someone tells you your future LEAVE IMMEDIATELY!!!
Again…You are the creator of your life by thought. If someone predicts your future and you believe them, you will create it. And in like, if you do not believe what they say, you will not create it.
All it takes is one minor thought change and you will change your life experience from where it was headed the day or moment before.
I’m going to say it again…Stop going to people to tell you what is coming.
THEY CANNOT GIVE YOU ACCURATE INFORMATION BECAUSE YOUR FUTURE CHANGES IN EVERY MOMENT OF CHANGING THOUGHT.
What was coming for you yesterday will be different than what is coming for you today.
You get to decide what your future is and when you keep your thoughts and vibration in line with that. Bam! There it is.
You are the creator of your life! Please don’t pay someone to do it for you!
With deep love,
I had a dream.
I’m a dreamer…always have been.
You may think I’m talking about being a “dreamer” in the sense that I think big and have high intentions set for myself, and that nothing seems impossible if I want it bad enough–you’d be right, however in this case, I’m talking of the dreaming that happened last night as I was sleeping.
Normally when my head hits the pillow I’m out like a light, and though I’m not sure if it’s a direct correlation or not, I have vivid dreams that feel like I’m really awake having an experience in another place and time (I’m still not convinced that I’m not a time traveler).
A few nights ago, I found myself being hunted in my dream. The kind of being hunted that you know you’re dead if you’re seen by the hunter.
I was in danger. I was doing everything in my power to not stand out, I needed to be completely invisible, to blend in, become bland, no color, no light, no brightness.
If I stood out I would be dead.
I woke up exhausted. Running, hiding and trying to make myself invisible nearly killed me.
I know that you’ve probably already analyzed and interpreted my dream.
It had everything to do with being seen, being REALLY SEEN. The kind of “seen” where everyone knows where you stand and what you think.
The put it all out there, no holding back…kind of SEEN.
Here I am! Jack, formerly known as Susan, born in a girl’s body but now a couple weeks post-op with only “pecs” and no more boobs, waiting for the world to bow to the man before them. 😉
This picture was taken 1 week post op at my doctor’s office. It was the first time in a week since my surgery that I could see the scars and get an idea of what my chest would now look like.
I was elated and felt like I might pass out all at the same time. It was surreal.
Tiffany standing faithfully by my side with a look of utter joy on her face reassured me that indeed I was wide awake and not dreaming.
I looked in the mirror and did a double-take, I saw ME, just me.
It was celebration time and so we decided we would go out for a delicious bowl of gazpacho soup and a slice of pie (oh how I love pie, not as much as I love Tiff, but it’s pretty big love).
As we headed into the restaurant, the first thing that met our ears, “Welcome ladies . . .” and the feeling of overwhelm settled in like an anchor around my neck, pulling me to the depths of an ocean grave.
The lump in both of our throats so huge that swallowing around it was near impossible.
Not only was it once that I was misgendered in 5 minutes, but 3 times. Ugh!
I’d like to say that I brushed it off and didn’t think about it again.
I did wait until I got home and then the upset exploded from me.
Invisible…am I? Will I EVER be seen for who I am?
I felt like shit. Tried taking a nap to sleep it off, didn’t help.
Talked it through with Tiff and felt a little better but still not the greatest.
Went to bed that night, and then the “being hunted” dream happened.
I got up, shared my dream with Tiff, and then went outside to meditate and sort this out.
What did I discover?
As I was in meditation I was reminded that I am the captain of my ship. I’m the one forging the path of my journey. I get to be ME and it’s up to me, and to let the world know who that is.
The movie, “Finding Joe,” popped into my mind and I realized once again that I’m the only one that can choose whether or not to be seen for who I am.
(If you haven’t seen this movie, watch it today because you too have your own journey of self discovery, and this movie will inspire you on your path! Click here to watch.)
Take risks. Follow your heart in spite of the logical storm screaming at you, “Blend in, don’t make waves, be invisible.”
I choose to play big…live out loud.
I’m giving this life all I’ve got.
No holding back.
I’m ALL IN baby!
I plan on getting to the end of my long wonder-filled life, used up, worn out, and a big ole silly grin wiped across my face.
And don’t you forget…I always get what I want! 😉
I DON’T BELIEVE IN LUCK.
As I walk through this life, I’m amazed at how the Universe answers my every call.
I have many deep feelings, so many that there’s no way I could speak to the depth of what lives in my soul. That being said, I will share this…
As a woman, wife, mother, daughter, lover, friend, sister, grandmother, teacher and healer, I play many roles and have a lot of responsibilities. But, before I was any of those things, I was just a girl. A girl that had dreams of magical things.
I could feel from a young age that life was meant to be joyful. I knew I was meant for great love and marvelous journeys. That all of us are.
At the age of 44 I have a life that surpasses all of my dreams. Many say I am lucky. I don’t believe in luck or in being blessed depending on my worthiness.
I simply understand that I am the creator of my life by what I choose to think.
I’M TALKING ABOUT THE LAW OF ATTRACTION BABY!
I am a conscious creator.
I design every detail of my life.
I live my chosen mission.
I have found my Twinflame, and I have an amazing family.
This is where I find MY joy.
Have I ever had hardship? Oh my! I have experienced deep pain, abuse, depression, poverty, fear, illness and grief. Through those experiences I learned what I do not want. Now, I’m completely clear about what I do want. Those are the things I think about. Those are the things I live.
To create a life you love means that you have to really think about what you want no matter what anyone else thinks and accept that it will make some uncomfortable.
You aren’t on this planet to make other people feel comfortable.
If you try to do that, you’ll lose your sense of self and well-being. You must be willing to question all you know to see something bigger. And believe me, there’s always something bigger to see!!!
If you do what you have always done, you’ll get what you’ve always gotten. You must let go of the old to receive the new. Sounds damn scary doesn’t it? Lol!
It is so worth it my dear friend. You’re the only one in your way.
Whatever you desire my love, you can have it. All you have to do is change your thoughts…then you will see that LUCK is an illusion.
You are the creator of your experience.
Are you happy with what you’ve created so far?
There is More!!!!
Peace and sparkles,